“Oh okay. Let me just go ask the room full of guys waiting to date me.”
“I honestly don’t know which guy to date first…”
I remember at one point several months ago I would cry when I noticed all the signs. I would wallow in my sorrow and become fixated in the fact that things will never change. The situations haven’t changed, but I have definitely become a different person. I find that even though there isn’t a chance that things will change between us, I’m still happy about how things are going for me. I have found that I can withstand anything. Maybe it’s my new friends and new things going on in my life. I feel alright. I notice all the signs. I see the barrier that divides us. Something’s changed. I just wonder what, but really…I’m happy. I will find what I am searching for in the future. I don’t know where, but it does exist.
- I feel annoying.
- I feel like you might not want to talk.
- I feel unwanted when you don’t reply.
- It normally turns awkward and fades out.