December 2011
I want those words to mean it, so I will not say that in just any relationship that lasts 6 months. I want to use those words only with someone who can last a lifetime or else those words will be meaningless.
November 2011
1 more speech left tomorrow yet I have a midterm too. Which to work on….
Life can be tough, life can be challenging, life can be harsh, and life can be unfair…but life itself can be the most precious gift of all. There are times when you feel like it’s the end of the world…you feel like giving up, but there is always this light that gives you hope, and encourages you to move on, to pursue your dreams, to create your own destiny and to live a happy life.
Sometimes I wonder if my relationships with people are temporary bonds. I can’t remember a single friendship that has lasted the test of time. Even now, I feel each bond being stretched to its limitations, only moments away from that ugly snap. I don’t know if it’s because I changed that people are beginning to dissipate, but I kind of feel lonely and feeble. It’s been just about 6-7 months, yet everything is much different from last year. I have no one to speak to when I feel down and I’m sure, when I leave, no one will notice because I’m the only one who even tries anymore.
