I don’t know why, but these days I feel suffocated. I can’t breathe and I want to get away from everything. When did I become this weak? I don’t know if people see this in me and deliberately turn away or if they really do not see this in me. I feel so trapped and lost, but no one is looking for me. Why is it with so many people around me, I feel so alone? I can only hope that when college starts next week I can find someone who will really change my life for the better because I’m scared of what’s going to happen to me at this rate. What if I become so burdened by this feeling that I bring everyone down? I can’t tell other people because it would be wrong of someone like myself to burden others with my own emotions. I feel should I ever become a burden to someone, my life’s meaning will end. Perhaps this is something that stems from an earlier portion of my childhood, but I do not know for certain. I can only hope that this will end soon.